Jacket's Vault of Memories
Date updated: 9/28/26
Date updated: 9/28/26
I'm surprised you of all people would bother making it this far. You do have a habit of making your way back into my life somehow. As of late, you've definitely gone down a terrible path. You went around trying to fix something that didn't need fixing, and now you're smoking and getting high. I used to miss you a lot, but the more people told me about you, the more disgusted I became. Those feelings are old now. All I feel for you is pity now. Ruining your own life for such little and impermanent gain. I can only imagine how “fruitful” all my days of tutoring you are now. Aside from that, I can imagine you may still feel some kind of way, especially after losing this new guy of yours. I want you to know that nothing is truly over, you can always climb out of whatever hole you dug yourself in. Get a hold of your life. I truly hope to see you thrive in the future. It makes me sad to see you the way you are now. God bless you.
My brothers... I wish I could say you found this place first, but you guys aren't a big fan of puzzles like I am.
For Xander, you saved my life, and you know it. You of all people have highest respect from me. Take care of yourself man. Somehow you're the wisest one of us all, yet you're such a pushover for those closest to you. Regardless, I wish you the best, I'm proud to call you my brother, and no amount of distance will ever change that. As if you'd let me break contact with you anyways.
For Jaden, I highly doubt you'll find this yourself, as you may not think of yourself as one of my brothers, but you are. You're the more hardworking one of us. I get a sense of pride seeing how much you're doing nowadays. Working and going to school. You'll soar far. I know it.
For Jacob - I'm SURE you'll definitely not find this on your own. You're an older brother to us all. Truly carried us through the highs and the lows of high school. Even now when you're off in college, so far away, we still talk about you like the legend you are. You're truly a name that nobody will be able to forget. You showed my brothers and I freedom like we never knew. We're blessed to have someone like you in our lives, and we hope to see you soon.
Alexa, I'm genuinely baffled that you found your way here. I know we had our differences in our youth, but you are truly precious. I watched you mold into the person you are today, and although I may hate sometimes, I'm proud of the person you've become. I'm exited to see how far you'll soar. You truly are someone people can look up to. I love you.
I don't even know why you bothered coming here. For ONE of you, there is another name that would unlock a personal section of the vault for you. As for the rest of you, let it be known that I'm grateful for you. It's no secret that there are many of you, and I can't really be bothered to make personal statements for all of you. It creeps me out just thinking about it. However, all of you shaped a little piece of who I am today. Especially the one who went through the trouble of gathering a group to falsely accuse me of something I didn't do. You tried to ruin my life, but you made me the person I am today; Someone I'm genuinely proud to be. For that, I thank you. All of you impacted a little bit of who I am today, and I'll never forget that. I wish you all the best and hope the best for your futures.
Ah! My parents! A little embarrassing for you two to find this, but also a little proud that you did. Hopefully you two worked on it together, sounds like a cute moment.
For my Mother, there's no hiding that we had a terrible upbringing. There used to be so much love between us, but the more “imaginary” beatings and punishments I received, the more that love began to dwindle. I can remember it clearly, running around the table in the kitchen, as you'd chase me with that damn rubber cooking spoon. Having to lock myself in my bathroom as you berated and threatened me to come out, until I would eventually open the door. Something so miniscule to you damaging me so much, it makes me wonder if you'd still deny it's existence now. Regardless of that fact, I learned that nothing is ever that serious. I only have one mother, and who knows for how long. Life could throw anything at me. So we got close, at least as close as my emotions would allow me. You mean the world to me, and you work your ass off to give me the comfortable life I have now, something like that cannot be overlooked. Since I find it so hard to say it now, let me say it here. I love you. Thank you for everything you've done, you're truly irreplaceable. I don't say it enough.
For my Father, where do I even start? Let it be known, you're not off the hook with this traumatic punishment shit. I still remember you throwing and shattering that plate you threw, dragging me up the stairs in front of everyone on Christmas after your favoritism for my sister (at the time) had erupted. seems a little backwards now but, you are truly a role model for me. I strive to have the uprising you did, but you've already given me so much, I could never say I came from nothing and earned everything, that pride is for you alone. You've taught me lots of what it means to be a person, lots of trivia which I thought would be useless, but somehow always finds its way into my life. No matter what life throws at you, you always punch that shit right back. I would be proud to become as similar to you as one can. I love you, and I'm proud of you. I don't say it enough.
How vague. If this is truly all I was to you, there probably isn't anything for you here.
Cmon, you can do better than that.
Really..?
I definitely expected my chat to find this first. Maybe you did, maybe you didn't. Regardless, here you are! You guys truly mean the world to me, and I owe all of my channel's success to you all. I've never had a necessarily bad experience streaming, and I'm grateful for that. We've made a beautiful community on the Jacket channel and I couldn't be more proud. I love you all, congrats on making it here ;]
I doubt you'll ever find this. Especially with how far apart we became a few years ago. However, you ARE an important part of my life so I do feel obligated to write you something. If anything, this is an apology. I'm sorry for not taking you seriously when we were younger. You never should've been reduced to a choice, you meant the world to me back then, and I definitely wasn't showing it. There would usually be more to this, but it's been a long time since I've thought about you, and I hope it's the same for you. You've forgotten me and moved forward with your life. I'm proud of you, and I wish you the best with your future. You're one of the brightest people I know.
You deserve more than the apology I gave you last. I was a terrible friend to you, and we never spoke to each other in high school. I understand that it's been a long time now and things like that might not matter, but it never hurts to apologize again. You're truly a role model to everyone around you, and I can only imagine the level of success you'll gain. I'm truly blessed to have had you in my life, even if it was so early on. PS: That 3v3 basketball thing we ran with xander, and the twins, suuper fun.
To be added... (I didn't forget about you)